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Kill Your Self

by OG MchL

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I need sex I need drugs I need liquor I need love I need sex I need drugs I need liquor I need love Lames wanna say that I'm doin too much These the mothafuckas Who will never do enough Life's one big struggle man To make it to the top you gotta hustle man I ain't never getting sleep But I'm makin sure I ain't goin nowhere Suckas wanna say shit Like they going somewhere Rather see me get eaten By a grizzly bear Than winin gettin chicken Sittin like a king in my chair Misery & animosity are 2 best friends Misery loves company Animosity is there til the end I ain't made it yet But I'm doin what I love It makes me feel good The Music's in my blood I don't know where I'm going And I hardly know where I am So if I'm doin the most Best believe I'm doin all I can Started from the bottom I ain't goin back down without a fight Don't call me no rapper I'm a different kind of artist With a different kind of approach Those limitations I don't need Squash that shit like a roach I do what I do how I do Then I boast Damn right mothafucka I do the most From coast to coast I'm the definition of upmost I'll stir fry and roast Gettin my bread like toast Get it got it then I'm ghost I need sex I need drugs I need liquor I need love I need sex I need drugs I need liquor I need love Imagining my life Imagining the times The struggle is so real All these hardships, mines Where would I be If these problems could subside Feelings I need It's why I smoke this weed It's why I need her love To make me feel like I believe Let me touch your body Let you touch my soul Drink this 40 with me Know my hearts not cold I feel good I feel great When I'm with you All I need is love All i need is you but... I need sex I need drugs I need liquor I need love Baby One plus one is two But one minus one is none Can you see what I see The way we be Baby, me Baby, you Baby, us What we do What we do Take our time Don't rush There's more to follow More than lust The vibe so intimate The feelings so intricate It's interesting Everything Slow paced & causal Laughing at the losers Laughin at the game Mind set on success So my mindset is The best But I... I need sex I need drugs I need liquor I need love allat Years from now they'll ask me Do you regret anything Would you have done anything different I'll probably tell em what I'd say now I never cared I always always indifferent Maybe that's a lie Maybe sometimes I would cry Maybe I'd dream about the end What would happen when I die You dont always have to be special To be amazing Sometimes these simple words These simple feels Can get you craving No drugs but I'm hazing No sex but I'm shaving No booze but I'm already crazy I need sex I need drugs I need liquor I need love I need sex I need drugs I need liquor I need love Falling in love is like Is like falling to hell Bittersweet feelings Like ughhh Like oh well I'm stubborn I'm sane I'm contradicting I don't complain (much) Even though I'm young & dumb They call me an OG Cuz I do's what I does And it ain't hard to see Mothafuckas like to act Mothafuckas like to think Things they'll never say Things they'll never repeat Subconscious fears You're scared of your peers Drink away the pain Holdin back your tears For years for years It's ok though I need sex I need drugs I need liquor I need love I need sex I need drugs I need liquor I need love
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I don't get it I don't get it I don't get it I D G I dot get it But I don't sweat it But I don't sweat it Put yourself in check Stop trynna take my credit Ppl talk a lotta shit But they wanna be yo friend Hypocrisy at it's finest Treating friendship like a trend Get yo ass beat Get ya girl took I can see thru you The jealousy The lies The tears in your eyes I don't get it Haters wanna hate And then they spreading lies Been doin this for a minute Got Plenty of failures & I got Plenty of tries Now I'm stackin this cheese And Puttin it on my fries Don't try and understand My big master plan Cuz I ain't even got one I'm just doin what I does cuz Cuz I'm the man Cuz I'm the man Cuz I'm the man I'm the man I'm the man I'm the man Rhyme scheme immaculate Influenced by Basedgod, RZA & myself So I handle it forreala All by my self We don't play the same games We don't walk in the same lanes Comparisons are idiotic Cuz I ain't trynna be you lames I ain't trynna be the same Even as myself Gettin tired of it all So I'm trynna kill my self Without killin myself So I'm trynna kill my self Paint me like one of your French girls And Put me on a shelf Lookin in the mirror & it's no surprise m c h l Wit the hazel brown eyes But I'm different now Different than I was Different Not the same Lightyears ahead of the buzz Doin what I duz Don't understand what I'm saying Now you Lost in the sauce That's where I once was (Random shit from here on...hella based)
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Me baby Me baby She love me Maybe Me baby Me baby I love thee Baby Me baby Me queen Me heart Me everything Me baby Me baby She love me Maybe Sunflowers Daisies In the Moonlight Me baby Dance with me In the dark Let me hold your hand Like I let you hold my heart Let me smell your hair Let me feel your body Show you how I care Spin the bottle Truth or dare Take your panties off Let me touch you there She's the kinda girl You fall for easily She's clean So there's no condom frequently That pussy waxed She know I like that Hit it from the back I know she love that Me baby Me baby We smoke n drink We wavy Me baby She make me She make me Me baby Me baby Call me loco Me crazy Me baby Me baby I love she She make me Me baby Me baby Me baby Me baby She love me Maybe I've never been In love like this Before Shawty got me faded And I fuck her like her a whore Love you like no other Cuz you're so so much more Me baby Me baby Make sure you lock the door Imma make you feel amazing Baby that's what I'm here for Get your heart beating Like never before This tongue does a million tricks In that pussy No camera but I'm takin flicks Bounce that ass Up n down I'm about to give her a crown Me baby Me queen Me heart Me everything Me baby Me baby She love me Maybe Me baby Me baby I love thee Baby Me baby Me queen Me heart Me everything
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(Verse 1) Neva had a sleeping schedule It was always fucked up When I was 5 I was up all night Hoping one day I could get some luck A bad girl who would put me to sleep Just me and her Yeah I've always been romantic Not a creep Even before I knew about sex I just wanted to walk in the park Lay down in the grass Prayed to god that I would be blessed Then was simpler times Dr. Suess my hero Yeah I been writin rhymes Tellin stories to the class Maybe I was a clown But I was smart so I'd always pass Never satisfied so I'd toss my art in the trash (Hook) Lay in the grass with me Look in the sky with me Let this time pass with me Love love love and don't lie to me So selfishly So selfishly So selfishly I digress (Verse 2) Started getting older Started losing my religion Nothing ever going my way Family doin bad Still askin Jesus for a billion Cuttin school at 13 Losin hope Forgettin my only dream Only been kissed once But that booty was on the mind Masturbated a lot When no one was around Shit more like all time Grades up and down But I was an artist So I didn't care Started growing my hair They tried to remedy my soul Because I looked so depressed I had a lot to say A lot to get off my chest I wanted to make music Wanted to start a band I couldn't rely on nobody So I started rapping more All this power in my own hands Now I'm 22 and I'm doin it all Wishing I did more when I was younger Wishin I had the balls I'm 5 foot 8 But sometimes I feel tall Like I can see the whole world ahead of me See in to the future See it all Like I'm holdin a crystal ball And I'm my biggest fan like I'm Kanye west I'm doin everything I can And Someday I'll be the best I'm trynna catch mewtwo Like it's the end of the game So it's 151 Bacardi to celebrate But this shit ain't over It's still going on Nowadays all I can think about Is how I treated her wrong Everything was beautiful But now it's long gone thinking about my past I saved this girls life once When all I wanted was some ass She had an alcohol poisoning If I wasn't there she woulda died She became my girlfriend & man you know I tried But these hoes ain't loyal And the Younger me had wished she had died (Hook) (Final verse) Emotions aren't games Deterioration of feelings And it's like they never came You get mad You get sad Things get ugly Things get bad Remembering the times That shaped my brain Shaped my mind Sometimes I feel like I'm going insane Remembering things I don't think about much Things that meant everything Things that are out of touch (Repeat) So selfishly
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Kill me #3hunna times
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And there was never a time That I didn't do what I thought I had to do Even if it wasn't cool I trust myself I stay true Told this bitch I love her too Maybe I did Maybe I do Maybe I tried too hard Maybe I looked into the sky for too long What's really up there What's up with the world What's really wrong What's up with these girls What's up what's up What's goin on Wake up every morning and I ask myself Is life worth living Should I blast myself Not from listening to pac Or any of the above Is just really hard to feel Like there's a plan Like there's a god that lovesss Lovesss Lovesss There's a man I'm a man You a man Who am I Who I am What am I I should die I should try I should really Really really Not cry But there's always a distance Always a space The time the time Makes you feel like You've just gota chase But I just wanna chill I just wanna fuck a few bitches in the ass Get my dick sucked And then kill Kill Kill My Self I don't want anything Nothing more than Bread or wealth It's selfish I'm selfish You selfish We selfish Butttt But like I could repeat myself a hundred times I just wanna be remembered Through my words Through my rhymes Is that really so bad Is that really such a crime Drugs callin my name Every single one Every single time Nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn Nnnnnnnn Nnnnnnn Nnnnnnnnnn Next time I'll be better Next time I'll make sense Next time I'll be 100 thousand 300 percent Wishing I could fly That's all I really wanna do Looking into the sky That's all I really wanna do Me & my baby Cuz I don't wanna be alone I don't wanna do it all Without you Without you I think about sex a lot I feel like Donnie darko I feel like I see the end So I laugh As I watch it sparkle Give me a cigarette Give me the moon Destroy all the clocks Destroy yourself Kill your self Your inner self Not the one who talks burn this cig & hold my cock The one she used to love The one she used to sock It's like one big confusion The point of it all Even if you knew Would still leave you with a bruisin Everything fucking sucks This song is a confession I'm talking about my brain And all the shit manifesting I just wanna kill my self I just wanna die I just wanna build my self I just wanna fly
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Baby, I just want a glass of wine And to waste some of your time Fall asleep in my arms And I'll whisper to you Mine Mine Mine Mine You remind me of myself You weren't really looking for love You were Just looking for yourself Well baby I can help Adlib: I was there before Baby I can help Show you everything So you won't need nobody else Fuck em all and their opinions You won't need nobody else I'll give you everything & more That'll be your wealth So stick around And be true Learn from your surroundings And Look what I can do I'm giving it all Giving it all to you Maybe it's hard to trust Adlib: trust me baby But I know you feel this You told me not to leave Told me with a kiss At the end of the day Thru The fighting Adlib: I'm sorry I'm sorry The cries You'll always be the most beautiful girl In my eyes In my eyes In my eyes Look inside And you'll find More than memories We've got passion And passions hard to find So take my hand And fly with me Adlib: fly Believe what I say Til death do us part So die with me Adlib: fly Me baby Me baby You don't even have to try I'm sorry for the ways That brought us to these days But I wouldn't take them back No one could ever take your place Maybe I'm pathetic for the chase But when the love is this real Sometimes all we need is a break To understand That it's hard to understand That the future is right in your face And I'm not religious at all You know this But your body Your beautiful body Gives me faith Baby, I just want a glass of wine And to waste some of your time Fall asleep in my arms And I'll whisper to you Mine Mine Mine Mine You're always on my mind You've been Tryin to forget about me But I know I'm still in your head We're Trying different things Different ppl Different bed To Convince yourself things are better than they were Everything I had Baby you took it all Nobody said life was easy And I didn't think I'd fall But I'm picking myself back up And still waiting for your call But I don't wanna wait anymore I just want you back And my back's against the wall Against the fucking wall I just want a glass of wine And to waste some of your time Fall asleep in my arms And I'll whisper to you Mine Mine Mine Mine Share this glass with me Drink the blood from my veins In Just the place to be Me baby me queen Call me king again Back to where we've already been

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Kill Your Self is about a rebirth.
Kill your self not yourself.

Kill your past
Kill your negativity
Kill your self
Become a greater self

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released August 1, 2014

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