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Life Sucks [Prod. YΣN]
04:33
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I need sex
I need drugs
I need liquor
I need love
I need sex
I need drugs
I need liquor
I need love
Lames wanna say
that I'm doin too much
These the mothafuckas
Who will never do enough
Life's one big struggle man
To make it to the top you gotta hustle man
I ain't never getting sleep
But I'm makin sure I ain't goin nowhere
Suckas wanna say shit
Like they going somewhere
Rather see me get eaten
By a grizzly bear
Than winin gettin chicken
Sittin like a king in my chair
Misery & animosity are 2 best friends
Misery loves company
Animosity is there til the end
I ain't made it yet
But I'm doin what I love
It makes me feel good
The Music's in my blood
I don't know where I'm going
And I hardly know where I am
So if I'm doin the most
Best believe I'm doin all I can
Started from the bottom
I ain't goin back down without a fight
Don't call me no rapper
I'm a different kind of artist
With a different kind of approach
Those limitations I don't need
Squash that shit like a roach
I do what I do how I do
Then I boast
Damn right mothafucka
I do the most
From coast to coast
I'm the definition of upmost
I'll stir fry and roast
Gettin my bread like toast
Get it got it then I'm ghost
I need sex
I need drugs
I need liquor
I need love
I need sex
I need drugs
I need liquor
I need love
Imagining my life
Imagining the times
The struggle is so real
All these hardships, mines
Where would I be
If these problems could subside
Feelings I need
It's why I smoke this weed
It's why I need her love
To make me feel like I believe
Let me touch your body
Let you touch my soul
Drink this 40 with me
Know my hearts not cold
I feel good
I feel great
When I'm with you
All I need is love
All i need is you
but...
I need sex
I need drugs
I need liquor
I need love
Baby
One plus one is two
But one minus one is none
Can you see what I see
The way we be
Baby, me
Baby, you
Baby, us
What we do
What we do
Take our time
Don't rush
There's more to follow
More than lust
The vibe so intimate
The feelings so intricate
It's interesting
Everything
Slow paced & causal
Laughing at the losers
Laughin at the game
Mind set on success
So my mindset is
The best
But I...
I need sex
I need drugs
I need liquor
I need love
allat
Years from now they'll ask me
Do you regret anything
Would you have done anything different
I'll probably tell em what I'd say now
I never cared
I always always indifferent
Maybe that's a lie
Maybe sometimes I would cry
Maybe I'd dream about the end
What would happen when I die
You dont always have to be special
To be amazing
Sometimes these simple words
These simple feels
Can get you craving
No drugs but I'm hazing
No sex but I'm shaving
No booze but I'm already crazy
I need sex
I need drugs
I need liquor
I need love
I need sex
I need drugs
I need liquor
I need love
Falling in love is like
Is like falling to hell
Bittersweet feelings
Like ughhh
Like oh well
I'm stubborn
I'm sane
I'm contradicting
I don't complain (much)
Even though I'm young & dumb
They call me an OG
Cuz I do's what I does
And it ain't hard to see
Mothafuckas like to act
Mothafuckas like to think
Things they'll never say
Things they'll never repeat
Subconscious fears
You're scared of your peers
Drink away the pain
Holdin back your tears
For years
for years
It's ok though
I need sex
I need drugs
I need liquor
I need love
I need sex
I need drugs
I need liquor
I need love
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IDGI [Prod. Terio]
02:47
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I don't get it
I don't get it
I don't get it
I
D
G
I dot get it
But I don't sweat it
But I don't sweat it
Put yourself in check
Stop trynna take my credit
Ppl talk a lotta shit
But they wanna be yo friend
Hypocrisy at it's finest
Treating friendship like a trend
Get yo ass beat
Get ya girl took
I can see thru you
The jealousy
The lies
The tears in your eyes
I don't get it
Haters wanna hate
And then they spreading lies
Been doin this for a minute
Got Plenty of failures &
I got Plenty of tries
Now I'm stackin this cheese
And Puttin it on my fries
Don't try and understand
My big master plan
Cuz I ain't even got one
I'm just doin what I does cuz
Cuz I'm the man
Cuz I'm the man
Cuz I'm the man
I'm the man
I'm the man
I'm the man
Rhyme scheme immaculate
Influenced by Basedgod, RZA & myself
So I handle it forreala
All
by
my
self
We don't play the same games
We don't walk in the same lanes
Comparisons are idiotic
Cuz I ain't trynna be you lames
I ain't trynna be the same
Even as myself
Gettin tired of it all
So I'm trynna kill my self
Without killin myself
So I'm trynna kill my self
Paint me like one of your French girls
And Put me on a shelf
Lookin in the mirror
& it's no surprise
m c h l
Wit the hazel brown eyes
But I'm different now
Different than I was
Different
Not the same
Lightyears ahead of the buzz
Doin what I duz
Don't understand what I'm saying
Now you Lost in the sauce
That's where I once was
(Random shit from here on...hella based)
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Me Baby [Prod. Fughazi]
03:12
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Me baby
Me baby
She love me
Maybe
Me baby
Me baby
I love thee
Baby
Me baby
Me queen
Me heart
Me everything
Me baby
Me baby
She love me
Maybe
Sunflowers
Daisies
In the Moonlight
Me baby
Dance with me
In the dark
Let me hold your hand
Like I let you
hold my heart
Let me smell your hair
Let me feel your body
Show you how I care
Spin the bottle
Truth or dare
Take your panties off
Let me touch you there
She's the kinda girl
You fall for easily
She's clean
So there's no condom frequently
That pussy waxed
She know I like that
Hit it from the back
I know she love that
Me baby
Me baby
We smoke n drink
We wavy
Me baby
She make me
She make me
Me baby
Me baby
Call me loco
Me crazy
Me baby
Me baby
I love she
She make me
Me baby
Me baby
Me baby
Me baby
She love me
Maybe
I've never been
In love like this
Before
Shawty got me faded
And I fuck her like her a whore
Love you like no other
Cuz you're so so much more
Me baby
Me baby
Make sure you lock the door
Imma make you feel amazing
Baby that's what I'm here for
Get your heart beating
Like never before
This tongue does a million tricks
In that pussy
No camera but I'm takin flicks
Bounce that ass
Up n down
I'm about to give
her a crown
Me baby
Me queen
Me heart
Me everything
Me baby
Me baby
She love me
Maybe
Me baby
Me baby
I love thee
Baby
Me baby
Me queen
Me heart
Me everything
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Shower Singin Interlude
01:07
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(Verse 1)
Neva had a sleeping schedule
It was always fucked up
When I was 5 I was up all night
Hoping one day I could get some luck
A bad girl who would put me to sleep
Just me and her
Yeah I've always been romantic
Not a creep
Even before I knew about sex
I just wanted to walk in the park
Lay down in the grass
Prayed to god that I would be blessed
Then was simpler times
Dr. Suess my hero
Yeah I been writin rhymes
Tellin stories to the class
Maybe I was a clown
But I was smart so I'd always pass
Never satisfied so
I'd toss my art in the trash
(Hook)
Lay in the grass with me
Look in the sky with me
Let this time pass with me
Love love love and don't lie to me
So selfishly
So selfishly
So selfishly
I digress
(Verse 2)
Started getting older
Started losing my religion
Nothing ever going my way
Family doin bad
Still askin Jesus for a billion
Cuttin school at 13
Losin hope
Forgettin my only dream
Only been kissed once
But that booty was on the mind
Masturbated a lot
When no one was around
Shit more like all time
Grades up and down
But I was an artist
So I didn't care
Started growing my hair
They tried to remedy my soul
Because I looked so depressed
I had a lot to say
A lot to get off my chest
I wanted to make music
Wanted to start a band
I couldn't rely on nobody
So I started rapping more
All this power in my own hands
Now I'm 22 and I'm doin it all
Wishing I did more when I was younger
Wishin I had the balls
I'm 5 foot 8
But sometimes I feel tall
Like I can see the whole world ahead of me
See in to the future
See it all
Like I'm holdin a crystal ball
And I'm my biggest fan like I'm Kanye west
I'm doin everything I can
And Someday I'll be the best
I'm trynna catch mewtwo
Like it's the end of the game
So it's 151 Bacardi to celebrate
But this shit ain't over
It's still going on
Nowadays all I can think about
Is how I treated her wrong
Everything was beautiful
But now it's long gone
thinking about my past
I saved this girls life once
When all I wanted was some ass
She had an alcohol poisoning
If I wasn't there she woulda died
She became my girlfriend
& man you know I tried
But these hoes ain't loyal
And the Younger me had wished she had died
(Hook)
(Final verse)
Emotions aren't games
Deterioration of feelings
And it's like they never came
You get mad
You get sad
Things get ugly
Things get bad
Remembering the times
That shaped my brain
Shaped my mind
Sometimes I feel like I'm going insane
Remembering things
I don't think about much
Things that meant everything
Things that are out of touch
(Repeat)
So selfishly
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8. |
Kill Me [Prod. OG MchL]
02:25
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Kill me
#3hunna times
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And there was never a time
That I didn't do what I thought I had to do
Even if it wasn't cool
I trust myself
I stay true
Told this bitch I love her too
Maybe I did
Maybe I do
Maybe I tried too hard
Maybe I looked into the sky for too long
What's really up there
What's up with the world
What's really wrong
What's up with these girls
What's up what's up
What's goin on
Wake up every morning and I ask myself
Is life worth living
Should I blast myself
Not from listening to pac
Or any of the above
Is just really hard to feel
Like there's a plan
Like there's a god that lovesss
Lovesss
Lovesss
There's a man
I'm a man
You a man
Who am I
Who I am
What am I
I should die
I should try
I should really
Really really
Not cry
But there's always a distance
Always a space
The time the time
Makes you feel like
You've just gota chase
But I just wanna chill
I just wanna fuck a few bitches in the ass
Get my dick sucked
And then kill
Kill
Kill
My
Self
I don't want anything
Nothing more than
Bread or wealth
It's selfish
I'm selfish
You selfish
We selfish
Butttt
But like
I could repeat myself a hundred times
I just wanna be remembered
Through my words
Through my rhymes
Is that really so bad
Is that really such a crime
Drugs callin my name
Every single one
Every single time
Nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
Nnnnnnnn
Nnnnnnn
Nnnnnnnnnn
Next time I'll be better
Next time I'll make sense
Next time I'll be 100 thousand
300 percent
Wishing I could fly
That's all I really wanna do
Looking into the sky
That's all I really wanna do
Me & my baby
Cuz I don't wanna be alone
I don't wanna do it all
Without you
Without you
I think about sex a lot
I feel like Donnie darko
I feel like I see the end
So I laugh
As I watch it sparkle
Give me a cigarette
Give me the moon
Destroy all the clocks
Destroy yourself
Kill your self
Your inner self
Not the one who talks
burn this cig &
hold my cock
The one she used to love
The one she used to sock
It's like one big confusion
The point of it all
Even if you knew
Would still leave you with a bruisin
Everything fucking sucks
This song is a confession
I'm talking about my brain
And all the shit manifesting
I just wanna kill my self
I just wanna die
I just wanna build my self
I just wanna fly
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Baby, I just want a glass of wine
And to waste some of your time
Fall asleep in my arms
And I'll whisper to you
Mine
Mine
Mine
Mine
You remind me of myself
You weren't really looking for love
You were Just looking for yourself
Well baby I can help
Adlib: I was there before
Baby I can help
Show you everything
So you won't need nobody else
Fuck em all and their opinions
You won't need nobody else
I'll give you everything & more
That'll be your wealth
So stick around
And be true
Learn from your surroundings
And Look what I can do
I'm giving it all
Giving it all to you
Maybe it's hard to trust
Adlib: trust me baby
But I know you feel this
You told me not to leave
Told me with a kiss
At the end of the day
Thru The fighting
Adlib: I'm sorry I'm sorry
The cries
You'll always be the most beautiful girl
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
Look inside
And you'll find
More than memories
We've got passion
And passions hard to find
So take my hand
And fly with me
Adlib: fly
Believe what I say
Til death do us part
So die with me
Adlib: fly
Me baby
Me baby
You don't even have to try
I'm sorry for the ways
That brought us to these days
But I wouldn't take them back
No one could ever take your place
Maybe I'm pathetic for the chase
But when the love is this real
Sometimes all we need is a break
To understand
That it's hard to understand
That the future is right in your face
And I'm not religious at all
You know this
But your body
Your beautiful body
Gives me faith
Baby, I just want a glass of wine
And to waste some of your time
Fall asleep in my arms
And I'll whisper to you
Mine
Mine
Mine
Mine
You're always on my mind
You've been Tryin to forget about me
But I know I'm still in your head
We're Trying different things
Different ppl
Different bed
To Convince yourself things
are better than they were
Everything I had
Baby you took it all
Nobody said life was easy
And I didn't think I'd fall
But I'm picking myself back up
And still waiting for your call
But I don't wanna wait anymore
I just want you back
And my back's against the wall
Against the fucking wall
I just want a glass of wine
And to waste some of your time
Fall asleep in my arms
And I'll whisper to you
Mine
Mine
Mine
Mine
Share this glass with me
Drink the blood from my veins
In Just the place to be
Me baby me queen
Call me king again
Back to where we've already been
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